Rayne's page for thought dumps and crap
I'm Rayne, I'm 20 years old, I'm a woman I'm AudHD and I'm an artist (I think) I don't really know what to do with my website yet but expression is important and social media was made to drain the life out of you. I'm envious of the people who lived through the days of personal blogs.
I've been procrastinating making literally anything with my website because I'm wired to be perfectionistic about things, I've also been generally drained of passion for anything since graduating high school. It seems I'm only able to do things if done the exact right way or I can't do them at all.
I have no job and I'm not in school, I spend a lot more time worrying about what to do with myself rather than doing anything so I end up both being unproductive and not having any fun at all. I don't think I'm hopeless or anything in fact I think that would be kind of a dramatic thing to think at my age but I don't really know where to start. I want to learn how to code though.